I currently have the best chocolate milk ever created. Anyways...
OH. MY. GOD. Friday was THE BEST freaking day EVER!!
So we got that non-uniform day, which was cool. I had fun with that even though I couldn't find my jeans. (I haven't been able to find them since before Christmas.) Then there was the dance. That was... meh. There were NO good songs. Eventually Ela and Cloud moved to the movie room with Spazm. I think the best part of the dance was when Ela and I stood in big groups of popular people and they all kind of floated away from us and broke up. Heehee, it was funny.
After the dance we went over to Spazm's house. Over there we got Cloud to watch Dr. Horrible. (she hadn't seen it) It was cool. We also watched some comedian... I think it was Bill Burr, and had PIZZA! Then we went over to Walgreens to get ready for our Scary movie watching. We got a Monster to share (cuz Ela had never had one) and omg they had the awesome glitter bouncy balls for 8 bucks!! I got one of those too. They're fun and they inspired one part of the sequel :)
So when we got back and it was getting dark we chose a movie to watch... The Blair Witch Project.
HOLY FUCK THAT WAS THE CREEPIEST MOVIE I'VE EVER SEEN.
I think what made it worse was that that whole time, we didn't know if it was fake! So we're all going... 'is this REAL?!?!?!'
It wasn't real, (one of the characters was in Prom Night!) but it certainly got us jittery!!
After that we watched Halloween. It wasn't as creepy but it wasn't exactly calm-go-happy.
What was funny was when we all screamed. Heehee. Though a few times when I laughed the others thought I had yelled... I didn't! =P Oh well, it WAS creepy.
Cloud had to go home before Halloween was over. We have to tell her the ending.
After Halloween Ela, Spazm and I watched Red-Eye... a welcome break from all the creepyness. Flat-out thriller instead. YAYyyy.
Then we went downstairs to mess with the computer. We saw a few more creepy things and listened to some music. Then we went back upstairs to go to sleep. (I got the chair, Ela had the couch and Spazm chose the floor.) Hehehe, it took us a while. We kept imagining Michael Meyers and all the creepy things from the movies showin up. We talked for a while, both Spazm and I agreed that we need to put that night in the sequel as a flashback.
The next day Ela had to go home early. Spazm and I went to the park since it was a nice day. We sat there waiting for the swings to open up. Then we talked and swang on the swings (I watched the little kids :D) We also played catch with the glitter bouncy ball. Then we went back to her house and she unexpectedly had to do some babysitting so I got a ride home =P
When I got home (hoping to take a nap since I got like 4 hours of sleep) my bedroom was IN SHAMBLES!! My family had decided to reorganize... and I freaking needed sleeeeeep!! So then I had to help with that instead of sleep. THEN we went to a family game night with some family friends (a family I shall call the Candles) My team won at Scene It. We had pizza. Squishy (little 4 year old) went to bed. We played the Red Dragon Inn (new favorite board/card game!!) and I almost won! :) Then the kids (Sister and MiniReggie) went to bed and we played Cash & Guns. Heehee, that was fun. After that we played Fluxx, that was an interesting game. As you could imagine, I was getting tired. It was getting late and I had FOUR hours of sleep. We got home at midnight.
Screw cleaning off my bed. I went to sleep.
The next morning I finished my part of the room and wrote.
Speaking of: I got a bit of inspiration, but I need to see how far Spazm's getting with her writing.
I also found one of my old story notebooks! First.. no, second version of Ghost! :)
Music update: Not really. =P normal stuff... I found my old choir CD though!
Ela, we need to hang out some time before Spring Break is over. And I need Cloud's e-mail address. :D
Monday, March 30, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Fancy Pants Day
Pretty good day. I was actually able to pull together an outfit! I wore a burgandy longsleeve shirt and one of my dad's ties (it was gray with yellow and burgandy designs) then a black shirt over it. I looked cool but I wish I had a little jacket like thing to put over it.
So I lost my ring yesterday. I've had it since I was, I think, nine. When ever I'm bored or nervous or just randomly I fiddle with it. So I'll be like midway through a sentance and without realizing it I try to grab the ring and ITS NOT THERE. Then I get all annoyed and jittery. Cause it's a habit I have. It frustrated me so much! But so today in science the receptionist for the office came into the class and tapped me on the shoulder and asked "Is this yours?" (I told her I had lost it yesterday) and I'm like "Oh my god yes! Thank you!" So I got my ring back! Yay!!
What I love about my friends is that we can get through so much. I think that last night Ela, Spazm and I all cried. (I'm not positive about Spazm but...) There were some problems. I felt bad because in our group of three I'm the... most known I guess? I can't think of the right word for it. Saying this I sound totally egotistical and it fracking bothers me. But anyways. So Ela and Spazm are apparently both being talked about. I actually haven't heard anything about Spazm and barely anything about Ela... But I felt bad cause I assumed that if they did the same thing as me we'd all be treated the same.
I forgot the jackasses at my school.
So Spazm e-mails me after I say we'd all be treated the same and she says 'People like YOU. they don't CARE if YOU do something freaky.'
I felt like a bitch. And then there wasn't anything I could do to help them feel better.
But today we're just the same as before. Happy happy.
ALSO! All four of us are able to go to the scary movie thing tomorrow! Ela, Cloud and I all over at Spazm's house! YAY!!
So far all I KNOW we're watching is Clue, Halloween, some witch movie and Silence of the Lambs.
We also get pizza probably :)
I had fun at school today.
We get a non-uniform day tomorrow because we gathered up ONE THOUSAND ONE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FOUR things for the food drive!! And that's a lot, especially considering how freaking PUNY my school is. It's very impressive and we get a non-uniform day for it!
Tomorrow we also have a dance... It's going to be a VERY fun day.
I think I'll wear my Arkham shirt... maybe. Or... hm. I wish I could find my jeans. They've been missing since before Christmas.
Enrichment was cool. We read more about King Arthur and I think the class was in awe at my awesome story reading skills. I did good :)
We laughed a lot and got juice and cakes.
Speaking of cake... I came home and there was a giant one on the table today!! Yay!! It was yummy... Also, Spazm has found the brilliance of Jim Gaffigan. He's funny, you should look him up.
Name update: YESH! Success man! She shall call my Paroxysm now so, as you probably noticed, Irritant is now Ela again. (It's not Paradoxism btw Ela... =P)
Music update: Ever since last night I've been listening to Bad Day by David Powter almost nonstop. Taking a break for Love Story still :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YoptZMcJpUY
So I lost my ring yesterday. I've had it since I was, I think, nine. When ever I'm bored or nervous or just randomly I fiddle with it. So I'll be like midway through a sentance and without realizing it I try to grab the ring and ITS NOT THERE. Then I get all annoyed and jittery. Cause it's a habit I have. It frustrated me so much! But so today in science the receptionist for the office came into the class and tapped me on the shoulder and asked "Is this yours?" (I told her I had lost it yesterday) and I'm like "Oh my god yes! Thank you!" So I got my ring back! Yay!!
What I love about my friends is that we can get through so much. I think that last night Ela, Spazm and I all cried. (I'm not positive about Spazm but...) There were some problems. I felt bad because in our group of three I'm the... most known I guess? I can't think of the right word for it. Saying this I sound totally egotistical and it fracking bothers me. But anyways. So Ela and Spazm are apparently both being talked about. I actually haven't heard anything about Spazm and barely anything about Ela... But I felt bad cause I assumed that if they did the same thing as me we'd all be treated the same.
I forgot the jackasses at my school.
So Spazm e-mails me after I say we'd all be treated the same and she says 'People like YOU. they don't CARE if YOU do something freaky.'
I felt like a bitch. And then there wasn't anything I could do to help them feel better.
But today we're just the same as before. Happy happy.
ALSO! All four of us are able to go to the scary movie thing tomorrow! Ela, Cloud and I all over at Spazm's house! YAY!!
So far all I KNOW we're watching is Clue, Halloween, some witch movie and Silence of the Lambs.
We also get pizza probably :)
I had fun at school today.
We get a non-uniform day tomorrow because we gathered up ONE THOUSAND ONE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FOUR things for the food drive!! And that's a lot, especially considering how freaking PUNY my school is. It's very impressive and we get a non-uniform day for it!
Tomorrow we also have a dance... It's going to be a VERY fun day.
I think I'll wear my Arkham shirt... maybe. Or... hm. I wish I could find my jeans. They've been missing since before Christmas.
Enrichment was cool. We read more about King Arthur and I think the class was in awe at my awesome story reading skills. I did good :)
We laughed a lot and got juice and cakes.
Speaking of cake... I came home and there was a giant one on the table today!! Yay!! It was yummy... Also, Spazm has found the brilliance of Jim Gaffigan. He's funny, you should look him up.
Name update: YESH! Success man! She shall call my Paroxysm now so, as you probably noticed, Irritant is now Ela again. (It's not Paradoxism btw Ela... =P)
Music update: Ever since last night I've been listening to Bad Day by David Powter almost nonstop. Taking a break for Love Story still :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YoptZMcJpUY
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Color Day - Black.
My outfit is so totally awesome.
Anyways, Mom got pics of me on 80's day up on Facebook. lol
I'm planning on writing a bunch tonight. Ideas are coming :) Spazm also said she'd have a good amount... or at least she has a few ideas to go off of. The big question is... can we write anyways? Writers block has a habit of occurring when we actually have time and ideas to write off of.
Nothing new in Ghost.
A few sentences in the Gods story... I need a name for that.
Friday should be cool. Cloud, Irritant and I were all invited over to Spazm's house for a scary movie watching fest like thing. Mom is covering my babysitting for me so I can go. I love her so much! Cloud can come but she can't spend the night. Irritant is trying to get her parents to let her come... apparently they had a family meeting about it. Seriously. Why??
Stickler parents are people that I have problems with... that was mean. Sorry.
But GAH! I mean, I know some people who's mother won't let them READ BOOKS until they've been read through by her! They aren't supposed to watch THE DARK KNIGHT and THEY ARE OLDER THAN ME!
*sigh* Adults need to learn that teens CAN handle lots of the things they think they can't.
Today is the kind of day where I'm just grateful for life... It was a good day but now I'm a little bit bummed out.
I just found out that my standing on the waiting list for the Highschool I want to get into hasn't changed. I'm still number 16.
The chances of me getting in for the beginning of the new school year are very slim. I may get in for second semester.
So I'm stuck with the school I go to now or to the big, huge, scary one across the street.
Dammit.
But today was a good day. In Enrichment we read more of King Arthur. Right now he's fighting with some King... Perillion? Also, I got to tell the class and Ms. Myth the gazebo story.
It's actually really funny.
So Mom and Dad and their friends were playing D&D (in like highschool or something) and it's one friend's turn. The Dungeonmaster says you see a gazebo.
"I shoot it!" says the friend.
"What?"
"I attack the gazebo!"
"Uh... okay..." They roll the dice.
"What happened?" the friend asked
"Nothing. It's a gazebo."
"I'll attack it again!"
"Okay..." the dice roll.
"What happened?"
"Your arrow got stuck."
"Did I kill it?"
"No, it's a gazebo."
"I attack it again!"
"Do you even know what a gazebo is?"
"No..."
LOL.
There's some stuff I need to tell Irritant.
The fucking guy behind me and Spazm on the bus started to read over Spazms shoulder. He's the first guy we killed in the story. And all he see's is "Ela Spengler's body." (name changed of course)
Then he goes on to say how much he hates Irritant. THEN the fucking people on the bus start talking about how "stupid she is" and all that jazz. Like how apparently in 6th grade she pretended to be a cat in math class. Two- almost THREE fucking years ago! I swear to god, these bastards need to quit fucking talking about my friends god DAMMIT.
Now I'm going to try and write. RIGHT HERE AT THE COMPUTER DESK! HELL YEAH! =P
Anyways, Mom got pics of me on 80's day up on Facebook. lol
I'm planning on writing a bunch tonight. Ideas are coming :) Spazm also said she'd have a good amount... or at least she has a few ideas to go off of. The big question is... can we write anyways? Writers block has a habit of occurring when we actually have time and ideas to write off of.
Nothing new in Ghost.
A few sentences in the Gods story... I need a name for that.
Friday should be cool. Cloud, Irritant and I were all invited over to Spazm's house for a scary movie watching fest like thing. Mom is covering my babysitting for me so I can go. I love her so much! Cloud can come but she can't spend the night. Irritant is trying to get her parents to let her come... apparently they had a family meeting about it. Seriously. Why??
Stickler parents are people that I have problems with... that was mean. Sorry.
But GAH! I mean, I know some people who's mother won't let them READ BOOKS until they've been read through by her! They aren't supposed to watch THE DARK KNIGHT and THEY ARE OLDER THAN ME!
*sigh* Adults need to learn that teens CAN handle lots of the things they think they can't.
Today is the kind of day where I'm just grateful for life... It was a good day but now I'm a little bit bummed out.
I just found out that my standing on the waiting list for the Highschool I want to get into hasn't changed. I'm still number 16.
The chances of me getting in for the beginning of the new school year are very slim. I may get in for second semester.
So I'm stuck with the school I go to now or to the big, huge, scary one across the street.
Dammit.
But today was a good day. In Enrichment we read more of King Arthur. Right now he's fighting with some King... Perillion? Also, I got to tell the class and Ms. Myth the gazebo story.
It's actually really funny.
So Mom and Dad and their friends were playing D&D (in like highschool or something) and it's one friend's turn. The Dungeonmaster says you see a gazebo.
"I shoot it!" says the friend.
"What?"
"I attack the gazebo!"
"Uh... okay..." They roll the dice.
"What happened?" the friend asked
"Nothing. It's a gazebo."
"I'll attack it again!"
"Okay..." the dice roll.
"What happened?"
"Your arrow got stuck."
"Did I kill it?"
"No, it's a gazebo."
"I attack it again!"
"Do you even know what a gazebo is?"
"No..."
LOL.
There's some stuff I need to tell Irritant.
The fucking guy behind me and Spazm on the bus started to read over Spazms shoulder. He's the first guy we killed in the story. And all he see's is "Ela Spengler's body." (name changed of course)
Then he goes on to say how much he hates Irritant. THEN the fucking people on the bus start talking about how "stupid she is" and all that jazz. Like how apparently in 6th grade she pretended to be a cat in math class. Two- almost THREE fucking years ago! I swear to god, these bastards need to quit fucking talking about my friends god DAMMIT.
Now I'm going to try and write. RIGHT HERE AT THE COMPUTER DESK! HELL YEAH! =P
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Decade Day - 80's
Beautiful out again. All rainy and nice. :)
I have a major headache and lots of homework so I'm gonna try and limit the computer time. I can already tell I won't do so well.
So Spazm and I brainstormed for the sequel last night. The Jubbler helped. We got a bunch of stuff. One is that Ela gets killed by Scarecrow (not Crane, Scarecrow) and I (yes I'm a character deal with it) get really really pissed off. Cuz he just freakin killed one of my best friends. I don't know about the whole Scarecrow being a separate voice/mind so... you know. It all implodes.
It wouldn't work if Scarecrow killed a random person. The way he did it I either wouldn't care or would be excited/interested. It HAS to be someone IMPORTANT to both me and Spazm.
I don't think she quite gets that...
She didn't take it very well. :(
But it's a compliment! Saying that she's our best friend!
PLEASE Ela, try to UNDERSTAND!
Also we got stuff figured for the Joker and Spazm. I ALSO had a crazy AWESOME idea last night when I was writing. Yay for inspiration!
Also, I was talking with a friend I made while doing the play. I'll call her Sandra. We made a story about today :)
It's called Decade Day -- The Haunted Clothes
It was a dark and stormy night, and a young girl planned her 80's clothes. All of a sudden, her clothes turned into a monster! She screamed and ran away. Trying to find something to get rid of the monster with. Then, her mom walked in and the monster disappeared until her mom went to sleep and the monster tried to attack! The shirt tried suffocating her and she pulled and pulled at it, trying to get if off. Then there was a loud RRRIIPing sound. The shirt broke but there were still pants. The pants tied themselves up in a knot and started to hit her! She cut them up with scissors and went back to bed.
The End
Heehee.
Speaking of today, I had the best 80's outfit. I may put up pics. It's totally cool and 80's. =P It's actually rather scary.
There was a Pie Eating Contest today. My access got 5th place!
I hope I can do everything I want to do tonight... Well, and need to do.
I have a major headache and lots of homework so I'm gonna try and limit the computer time. I can already tell I won't do so well.
So Spazm and I brainstormed for the sequel last night. The Jubbler helped. We got a bunch of stuff. One is that Ela gets killed by Scarecrow (not Crane, Scarecrow) and I (yes I'm a character deal with it) get really really pissed off. Cuz he just freakin killed one of my best friends. I don't know about the whole Scarecrow being a separate voice/mind so... you know. It all implodes.
It wouldn't work if Scarecrow killed a random person. The way he did it I either wouldn't care or would be excited/interested. It HAS to be someone IMPORTANT to both me and Spazm.
I don't think she quite gets that...
She didn't take it very well. :(
But it's a compliment! Saying that she's our best friend!
PLEASE Ela, try to UNDERSTAND!
Also we got stuff figured for the Joker and Spazm. I ALSO had a crazy AWESOME idea last night when I was writing. Yay for inspiration!
Also, I was talking with a friend I made while doing the play. I'll call her Sandra. We made a story about today :)
It's called Decade Day -- The Haunted Clothes
It was a dark and stormy night, and a young girl planned her 80's clothes. All of a sudden, her clothes turned into a monster! She screamed and ran away. Trying to find something to get rid of the monster with. Then, her mom walked in and the monster disappeared until her mom went to sleep and the monster tried to attack! The shirt tried suffocating her and she pulled and pulled at it, trying to get if off. Then there was a loud RRRIIPing sound. The shirt broke but there were still pants. The pants tied themselves up in a knot and started to hit her! She cut them up with scissors and went back to bed.
The End
Heehee.
Speaking of today, I had the best 80's outfit. I may put up pics. It's totally cool and 80's. =P It's actually rather scary.
There was a Pie Eating Contest today. My access got 5th place!
I hope I can do everything I want to do tonight... Well, and need to do.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Wacky Tacky Day
You'd think that Spirit Week would be all happy and butterflies like last week huh?
Not a chance.
It wasn't a BAD ay... but it certainly wasn't the best.
And now I've got so much crap going on. I'm talking to three people, listening to music, eating, doing what they're telling me AND blogging. Yayy.
Plus, I have heartburn..
So Spazm is back. Yay! Cloud and I had fun talking to her. Apparently there were 700 drunk college kids there. She got me a bracelet :)
She also wrote a bunch. Awesome stuff maan.
I was in the Knowledge Bowl today. We didn't win but it was fun.
So Spazm invited Cloud, Me and Bimbo over to her place to watch scary movies. I REALLY want to go but I said I'd babysit then. (Friday) I asked Mom if she could take over for me, she said she'd think about it. I totally love her. I hope she does.
God, this heartburn sucks.
I'm having issues thinking about what I should write for some characters in the story... I need more. Spazm and the Jubbler are helping me think.
Now I need to end this before I die.
Name Update: Arguement in English over it. LOL it was funny
Music Update: I love this song! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHxXaY7NR3w
Love story by Taylor Swift.
I've been told that my singing voice sounds like her's...
Not a chance.
It wasn't a BAD ay... but it certainly wasn't the best.
And now I've got so much crap going on. I'm talking to three people, listening to music, eating, doing what they're telling me AND blogging. Yayy.
Plus, I have heartburn..
So Spazm is back. Yay! Cloud and I had fun talking to her. Apparently there were 700 drunk college kids there. She got me a bracelet :)
She also wrote a bunch. Awesome stuff maan.
I was in the Knowledge Bowl today. We didn't win but it was fun.
So Spazm invited Cloud, Me and Bimbo over to her place to watch scary movies. I REALLY want to go but I said I'd babysit then. (Friday) I asked Mom if she could take over for me, she said she'd think about it. I totally love her. I hope she does.
God, this heartburn sucks.
I'm having issues thinking about what I should write for some characters in the story... I need more. Spazm and the Jubbler are helping me think.
Now I need to end this before I die.
Name Update: Arguement in English over it. LOL it was funny
Music Update: I love this song! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHxXaY7NR3w
Love story by Taylor Swift.
I've been told that my singing voice sounds like her's...
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Holy CRAP this is a busy weekend
Well I was hoping Spazm's flight would come in Friday... it didn't. Then I was waiting for Saturday... It didn't. xD So maybe she's home NOW but I doubt that her parents wanted a flights that brought them from the Bahamas to Minnesota by NINE.
Me and Mom were all trying to find 80's clothes for decade day during spirit week. (Tuesday) We sort of found a few things and we got to mess with my hair. *coughbutcheritcough* It was fun though.
Today I have SO many plans. I have to go out with Mom to find more 80's stuff and also I'm planning to go with Housemate friend to Hot Topic. That was my birthday present, we're spending it now. =P It should be cool.
But then also I have HW. I specifically planned not to hang out with people for too long this weekend so that I could do all my make up homework!! GAHH! I'm not gonna have time!
Writing Update: Nothing new in Ghost. Quite a bit in the sequel. I started a new story for the CONvergence writing contest... I probably won't finish it by the deadline but whatever. It's cool. A story featuring the gods of Accalia... my world where most of my stories will take place. :) So far I like it. Here, I'll put up the list of gods.
Zamora - goddess of war and pain
Linus - god of consistancy and tradition
Zoltan - god of life and hope
Thanos - god of death and despair
Viveka - goddess of wisdom and healing
Shirina - goddess of love and desire
Zahra - goddess of justice and equality
Kaemon - god of surprize and diversity
My goal is that they all are pretty much normal people that have special jobs they have to deal with... My favorites so far are Thanos, Kaemon and Viveka... I haven't written much of the other's back story. But I DO know that Linus is my least favorite. I also don't want to make one god always a bad guy... so that may be hard. So far I've only written stuff with mainly Thanos, Viveka, Linus and a little bit of Kaemon. I'm going to have some fun with Zahra though. Hail Equality maan!
Me and Mom were all trying to find 80's clothes for decade day during spirit week. (Tuesday) We sort of found a few things and we got to mess with my hair. *coughbutcheritcough* It was fun though.
Today I have SO many plans. I have to go out with Mom to find more 80's stuff and also I'm planning to go with Housemate friend to Hot Topic. That was my birthday present, we're spending it now. =P It should be cool.
But then also I have HW. I specifically planned not to hang out with people for too long this weekend so that I could do all my make up homework!! GAHH! I'm not gonna have time!
Writing Update: Nothing new in Ghost. Quite a bit in the sequel. I started a new story for the CONvergence writing contest... I probably won't finish it by the deadline but whatever. It's cool. A story featuring the gods of Accalia... my world where most of my stories will take place. :) So far I like it. Here, I'll put up the list of gods.
Zamora - goddess of war and pain
Linus - god of consistancy and tradition
Zoltan - god of life and hope
Thanos - god of death and despair
Viveka - goddess of wisdom and healing
Shirina - goddess of love and desire
Zahra - goddess of justice and equality
Kaemon - god of surprize and diversity
My goal is that they all are pretty much normal people that have special jobs they have to deal with... My favorites so far are Thanos, Kaemon and Viveka... I haven't written much of the other's back story. But I DO know that Linus is my least favorite. I also don't want to make one god always a bad guy... so that may be hard. So far I've only written stuff with mainly Thanos, Viveka, Linus and a little bit of Kaemon. I'm going to have some fun with Zahra though. Hail Equality maan!
Friday, March 20, 2009
This is my 17th post Irritant... what about you?
Today was BEAUTIFUL!!
When we woke up there was a tiny bit of snow on the ground. A dusting.
Walking home it was raining.
Happy first day of spring!!
It's beautiful!!!!
I don't quite know which day Spazm gets back... today or tomorrow. I'm gonna see if she wants to hang out she'll be like: "YES JUST GET ME AWAY FROM THESE PEOPLE!!"
I hope she gets back today.
I'm also planning on calling Cloud.
I'm changing Irritant's name to Bimbo.
I WILL GET MY NAME BACK!!
PAROXYSM! IT'S NOT THAT HARD!!
Anyways.
I want to write. I really do. I can't though... my room is being used.
DANG IT.
Oh well... Maybe I can write out on the couch...
When we woke up there was a tiny bit of snow on the ground. A dusting.
Walking home it was raining.
Happy first day of spring!!
It's beautiful!!!!
I don't quite know which day Spazm gets back... today or tomorrow. I'm gonna see if she wants to hang out she'll be like: "YES JUST GET ME AWAY FROM THESE PEOPLE!!"
I hope she gets back today.
I'm also planning on calling Cloud.
I'm changing Irritant's name to Bimbo.
I WILL GET MY NAME BACK!!
PAROXYSM! IT'S NOT THAT HARD!!
Anyways.
I want to write. I really do. I can't though... my room is being used.
DANG IT.
Oh well... Maybe I can write out on the couch...
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Hee. That's the kind of day it is.
I think I've burst out laughing too much today.
Maybe it's lack of sleep.
So yesterday we got back from the party, which was fun, at about nine pm. I hadn't had time to do that History homework... which may I mention was actually a project. But anyways, I went to bed and planned to wake up at 5:00 to do it. Also, when I got home there was a present for me on my bed. It was from our housemate (who's staying over for a while) and it was a fleece blanket. With THIS: http://toadscastle.net/marduk/pics/dk-serious-poster.jpg on it. YES!!
I got up at 5:30 and finished the project. Hell yeah!
School stuff: Ms. Myth finished Ghost and said it was phenomenal. Friend in my enrichment whom I shall call MS, I found out after 4 people that she was the one that wanted the link to this blog, read it and said it was good too. Yay!
OH. MY. GOD. We are currently in the scariest unit of health. Sex-ed. And it's not split up by gender either.
I can deal with people tearing their skin cause of meth... but... gaaah!!
Seriously we had to watch the weirdest little video thing ever.
To get you a nice little explanation: "Fifty Nifty sexual terms!" as a song.
Ghaaaahhhhh*shudder*uuuahhhggghhh*shiver*aaaahhhhhhhhggggg *shakes off the creepers*
Anyways.
Back to the lack of sleep thing... I didn't explain very well.
I went to bed at like 9:20... I got to sleep at 11:11... no I didn't make a wish.
I spent my time writing a climax like part of the sequel. I'm actually very proud of it! It's one of those edge-of-seat-c'mon-move-it!! types of parts.
So then I woke up at 5:30.
Not much sleep.
Lunch was interesting. We had to have 1st lunch because the seventh graders were having second lunch for their field trip. So I got to have lunch with Irritant AND Cloud instead of just Cloud. Too bad Spazm is in the Bahamas, that woulda been fun. But so we had some issues with person whom I will call Jackass #2. He was bothering us, and of course I was laughing my ass off.
Overall it was a pretty cool day.
Now I might go write and do our huge math assignment or something... or maybe I'll just read...
Hm.
Maybe it's lack of sleep.
So yesterday we got back from the party, which was fun, at about nine pm. I hadn't had time to do that History homework... which may I mention was actually a project. But anyways, I went to bed and planned to wake up at 5:00 to do it. Also, when I got home there was a present for me on my bed. It was from our housemate (who's staying over for a while) and it was a fleece blanket. With THIS: http://toadscastle.net/marduk/pics/dk-serious-poster.jpg on it. YES!!
I got up at 5:30 and finished the project. Hell yeah!
School stuff: Ms. Myth finished Ghost and said it was phenomenal. Friend in my enrichment whom I shall call MS, I found out after 4 people that she was the one that wanted the link to this blog, read it and said it was good too. Yay!
OH. MY. GOD. We are currently in the scariest unit of health. Sex-ed. And it's not split up by gender either.
I can deal with people tearing their skin cause of meth... but... gaaah!!
Seriously we had to watch the weirdest little video thing ever.
To get you a nice little explanation: "Fifty Nifty sexual terms!" as a song.
Ghaaaahhhhh*shudder*uuuahhhggghhh*shiver*aaaahhhhhhhhggggg *shakes off the creepers*
Anyways.
Back to the lack of sleep thing... I didn't explain very well.
I went to bed at like 9:20... I got to sleep at 11:11... no I didn't make a wish.
I spent my time writing a climax like part of the sequel. I'm actually very proud of it! It's one of those edge-of-seat-c'mon-move-it!! types of parts.
So then I woke up at 5:30.
Not much sleep.
Lunch was interesting. We had to have 1st lunch because the seventh graders were having second lunch for their field trip. So I got to have lunch with Irritant AND Cloud instead of just Cloud. Too bad Spazm is in the Bahamas, that woulda been fun. But so we had some issues with person whom I will call Jackass #2. He was bothering us, and of course I was laughing my ass off.
Overall it was a pretty cool day.
Now I might go write and do our huge math assignment or something... or maybe I'll just read...
Hm.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Why are my days crazy happy and butterflies recently?
Hehe, so I noticed that my posts are longer now. =P
Anyways, I've had another really happy day! In my Enrichment (the best one EVER) I showed Ms. Myth, the teacher's fake name, Ghost. She didn't finish it but she's all like in awe and such. Then as she's reading it everyone's trying to get me to talk about it. I got embarrassed, but the good kind. Then afterwards Ms. Myth is talking to me and she says that she wished she was my one teacher, that she taught all my classes with me one-on-one and that she wished she was in my mind. Because I'm brilliant and my mind is so creative and strong.
I think I blushed but I am NEVER going to forget that.
She's in the dedication if it ever gets published. No questions asked.
Today I'm going to Mom and Grandma Poet's combined birthday party! Mom's was Monday and Grandma Poet's is tomorrow so we're going to Champps with some friends and we're going to celebrate! It's going to be so much fun!!
If I remember I'll post about it tomorrow.
I've had time to think about the sequel. I've got ideas running through my head for a few characters but I can't really figure out how to do it the way I want... LOL I just started thinking again and totally forgot I was typing this.
I should probably go get ready for the party... but I could just go like this.
NO! I need my sketchbook. Just in case I have time to write.
Oh yeah, speaking of, I let Ms. Myth borrow my notebook for the night to finish Ghost.
I can't help but wonder if she actually thinks it's awesome or if she's just trying to encourage me. xD That's a rather depressing thought.
Speaking of depressing: The bus driver won't let us open our windows anymore.
Or have cell phones (I don't have one anyways)
Also speaking of depressing, I haven't been depressed enough to write Ghost. Still. That's why I was able to give the notebook to Ms. Myth, cause I knew I wouldn't be able to write it tonight.
Also speaking of depressing I've got a hell of a lot of homework to do tonight while I'm gone xD
I should probably go now.
ALL HAIL BIRTHDAYS!!
Anyways, I've had another really happy day! In my Enrichment (the best one EVER) I showed Ms. Myth, the teacher's fake name, Ghost. She didn't finish it but she's all like in awe and such. Then as she's reading it everyone's trying to get me to talk about it. I got embarrassed, but the good kind. Then afterwards Ms. Myth is talking to me and she says that she wished she was my one teacher, that she taught all my classes with me one-on-one and that she wished she was in my mind. Because I'm brilliant and my mind is so creative and strong.
I think I blushed but I am NEVER going to forget that.
She's in the dedication if it ever gets published. No questions asked.
Today I'm going to Mom and Grandma Poet's combined birthday party! Mom's was Monday and Grandma Poet's is tomorrow so we're going to Champps with some friends and we're going to celebrate! It's going to be so much fun!!
If I remember I'll post about it tomorrow.
I've had time to think about the sequel. I've got ideas running through my head for a few characters but I can't really figure out how to do it the way I want... LOL I just started thinking again and totally forgot I was typing this.
I should probably go get ready for the party... but I could just go like this.
NO! I need my sketchbook. Just in case I have time to write.
Oh yeah, speaking of, I let Ms. Myth borrow my notebook for the night to finish Ghost.
I can't help but wonder if she actually thinks it's awesome or if she's just trying to encourage me. xD That's a rather depressing thought.
Speaking of depressing: The bus driver won't let us open our windows anymore.
Or have cell phones (I don't have one anyways)
Also speaking of depressing, I haven't been depressed enough to write Ghost. Still. That's why I was able to give the notebook to Ms. Myth, cause I knew I wouldn't be able to write it tonight.
Also speaking of depressing I've got a hell of a lot of homework to do tonight while I'm gone xD
I should probably go now.
ALL HAIL BIRTHDAYS!!
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Another Tuesday down the drain
Actually, this week's Tuesday was pretty good. :)
I didn't have to do any homework in the morning because I actually DID it all last night! *gasp* So when my alarm woke me up at 4:56 I was able to lay there and daydream for an hour or two before I fell back asleep. Hee.
Also, last night I was brainstorming with the Jubbler as to what I should do with the sequel and we were able to come up with a few things! So I was able to scrawl out a little bit and I'm looking forward to writing some fun stuff tonight.
For Ghost... sorry, still can't write that. I really need to get some serious thinking done with that.
OH YEAH! Happy St. Patrick's Day! I had a great excuse to wear my pretty bracelet from Irish Indeed! (I'm not Irish at all but I love the culture) I was going to go after school but their free face paintings and carnations and etc. ended at 2pm so I might as well go some other day.
I don't have any homework due tomorrow, cause I did it all last night!! *cheers* I'm probably gonna finish my math though. It's kind of confusing and I wanna get it done before it leaves my brain.
Overall the day was happy-like. Y'know cheerful cheerful mood and all that. I got to sing in choir and the weather was beautiful :)
I think at this point I may just start rambling... well more than before, as in not todayness.
...or maybe I won't nothing's really coming to mind.
NEVERMIND!
I found a totally awesome hat yesterday. I was looking through our closet for clothes to wear for forum where we are doing a presentation on poverty and hunger. (I got to cut up a pink glove!) I stand off to the corner holding up a 'will work for food' sign while my access (homeroom) reads a poem we made. Anyways, I found a cool knit hat. It's all rainbow. Hee. I wore it to school. Maybe that's why today was all happy and rainbowy.
Speaking of: a few days ago I saw a rainbow. While it was all snowy! I was happy.
OR, maybe what made the day happy was that when I got up there was a letter for me on the keyboard! It was from GrannyGoodWitch, one of my friends from a geek chat I go to every Thursday. (I'm the youngest one there... but whatever) link: irc://scorpia.com/lobby It happens every Thursday from 8:30pm to about 10:00, or when people get off.
Anyways, she sent me an article from a magazine that she found. It was about the Joker and what one of the creators, Jerry Robinson, thought of him and how he's progressed.
What made me laugh was his reaction to Heath Ledger's portrayal. You can tell that he was like "WHOAAA!!" but they wanted something more sophisticated. Oh yeah, I've gotta sound professional in everything I do!
If I ever become famous for something like that I'm not gonna try to sound all professional all the time.
I didn't have to do any homework in the morning because I actually DID it all last night! *gasp* So when my alarm woke me up at 4:56 I was able to lay there and daydream for an hour or two before I fell back asleep. Hee.
Also, last night I was brainstorming with the Jubbler as to what I should do with the sequel and we were able to come up with a few things! So I was able to scrawl out a little bit and I'm looking forward to writing some fun stuff tonight.
For Ghost... sorry, still can't write that. I really need to get some serious thinking done with that.
OH YEAH! Happy St. Patrick's Day! I had a great excuse to wear my pretty bracelet from Irish Indeed! (I'm not Irish at all but I love the culture) I was going to go after school but their free face paintings and carnations and etc. ended at 2pm so I might as well go some other day.
I don't have any homework due tomorrow, cause I did it all last night!! *cheers* I'm probably gonna finish my math though. It's kind of confusing and I wanna get it done before it leaves my brain.
Overall the day was happy-like. Y'know cheerful cheerful mood and all that. I got to sing in choir and the weather was beautiful :)
I think at this point I may just start rambling... well more than before, as in not todayness.
...or maybe I won't nothing's really coming to mind.
NEVERMIND!
I found a totally awesome hat yesterday. I was looking through our closet for clothes to wear for forum where we are doing a presentation on poverty and hunger. (I got to cut up a pink glove!) I stand off to the corner holding up a 'will work for food' sign while my access (homeroom) reads a poem we made. Anyways, I found a cool knit hat. It's all rainbow. Hee. I wore it to school. Maybe that's why today was all happy and rainbowy.
Speaking of: a few days ago I saw a rainbow. While it was all snowy! I was happy.
OR, maybe what made the day happy was that when I got up there was a letter for me on the keyboard! It was from GrannyGoodWitch, one of my friends from a geek chat I go to every Thursday. (I'm the youngest one there... but whatever) link: irc://scorpia.com/lobby It happens every Thursday from 8:30pm to about 10:00, or when people get off.
Anyways, she sent me an article from a magazine that she found. It was about the Joker and what one of the creators, Jerry Robinson, thought of him and how he's progressed.
What made me laugh was his reaction to Heath Ledger's portrayal. You can tell that he was like "WHOAAA!!" but they wanted something more sophisticated. Oh yeah, I've gotta sound professional in everything I do!
If I ever become famous for something like that I'm not gonna try to sound all professional all the time.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Gaahh... headache
It's getting warmer. Yay.
I'm okay with warmer, but when the classrooms get sweaty warm it's too hot. And it's gonna get warmer too.
My head hurts, I dunno why. I should probably get some water.
The phone just rang and I have French Silk Pie. Hee.
Quick sum up of my day: We were supposed to do another play performance during forum but people were absent so we didn't. YAY!
A quick day, a bit hectic and stressing but not too bad. I had choir so of course I had songs I didn't want running through my head at the end of the day. BUT my Mp3 player was dead so I was stuck with the music. AHHgh. I borrowed an iPod for a bit but the dude didn't have my kind of music.
Now I'm listening to my good music :)
I renewed my Mind book in library today. I also got "The Westing Game." So far it's pretty good but I don't think it'll be one of my favorites. Hell, I'm only on page 22 so I really shouldn't be complaining. Well, someone HAS died already so...
I'm stuck in both my stories. For Ghost, I know what I want to do but I can't write it cause it's depressing and I've been in a happy mood lately. What I write affects my mood so I don't wanna be all depressed. Also, it's hard to get good depressing stuff written when you aren't depressed yourself.
For the sequel I don't HAVE to get anything written cause Spazm's off in the Bahamas but I WANT to write and also I have to have a bunch written in a week so... Also, she's probably sitting by some giant glass window lookin out at the blue beach with a sketchbook in her hands writing. She really didn't want to go.
This week is gonna be so boring without her crankiness. Don't you agree Irritant?
I love this CD. Sorry, random but really. Nickelback rocks :)
It's Mom's birthday today, we're celebrating it on Wednesday as a merged party with her mom. Whom shall be called in this blog Grandma Poet.
And relative wise: Dad's mom shall be Grandma Artist and Mom's dad shall be Grandpa Quantum. Dad's dad died before I was born. If I ever refer to him he will be Grandpa Artist.
I'm trying to remember who at the play was talking about blogs and wanted the link to this one... I think it may have been Micah. Good, maybe she can give me a better name for herself.
I can't wait for this week to be over already.
Uhhg, tomorrow's Tuesday. I HATE Tuesdays...
Name update: nope. Gah. Gr..
Music update: Rockin' out to Nickelback though I've also found another cool song I like. Everything you Want by Vertical Horizon.
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nt0bKL0rJZM
I'm okay with warmer, but when the classrooms get sweaty warm it's too hot. And it's gonna get warmer too.
My head hurts, I dunno why. I should probably get some water.
The phone just rang and I have French Silk Pie. Hee.
Quick sum up of my day: We were supposed to do another play performance during forum but people were absent so we didn't. YAY!
A quick day, a bit hectic and stressing but not too bad. I had choir so of course I had songs I didn't want running through my head at the end of the day. BUT my Mp3 player was dead so I was stuck with the music. AHHgh. I borrowed an iPod for a bit but the dude didn't have my kind of music.
Now I'm listening to my good music :)
I renewed my Mind book in library today. I also got "The Westing Game." So far it's pretty good but I don't think it'll be one of my favorites. Hell, I'm only on page 22 so I really shouldn't be complaining. Well, someone HAS died already so...
I'm stuck in both my stories. For Ghost, I know what I want to do but I can't write it cause it's depressing and I've been in a happy mood lately. What I write affects my mood so I don't wanna be all depressed. Also, it's hard to get good depressing stuff written when you aren't depressed yourself.
For the sequel I don't HAVE to get anything written cause Spazm's off in the Bahamas but I WANT to write and also I have to have a bunch written in a week so... Also, she's probably sitting by some giant glass window lookin out at the blue beach with a sketchbook in her hands writing. She really didn't want to go.
This week is gonna be so boring without her crankiness. Don't you agree Irritant?
I love this CD. Sorry, random but really. Nickelback rocks :)
It's Mom's birthday today, we're celebrating it on Wednesday as a merged party with her mom. Whom shall be called in this blog Grandma Poet.
And relative wise: Dad's mom shall be Grandma Artist and Mom's dad shall be Grandpa Quantum. Dad's dad died before I was born. If I ever refer to him he will be Grandpa Artist.
I'm trying to remember who at the play was talking about blogs and wanted the link to this one... I think it may have been Micah. Good, maybe she can give me a better name for herself.
I can't wait for this week to be over already.
Uhhg, tomorrow's Tuesday. I HATE Tuesdays...
Name update: nope. Gah. Gr..
Music update: Rockin' out to Nickelback though I've also found another cool song I like. Everything you Want by Vertical Horizon.
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nt0bKL0rJZM
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Wow...
Okay, so the past weekends have been pretty interesting. I may end up going backwards to get my thoughts flowing better.
So this weekend I had play stuff to do.
Yay.
I don't even have an acting part. I press buttons. And create music. And screams. Stage Manager.
Yay.
On the up side I get to voice my opinion about things and am in charge of everyone else. HAH. Well, everyone except Ms. Principal. Gah.
The first performance went pretty well, I had fun before hand... you know, talking with everyone and all that. The second performance was good too, the ending got a tiny bit choppy... but not so the audience could notice. Afterwards, Ms. English Teacher wanted to get a cast photo for the yearbook... No wait, this was the first performance. My bad. ANYWAYS, I'm all trying to get people's attention for to get them back on stage for a picture. SHOUTING. Then the Jubbler, who was there, shouts, "HEY!" really REALLY loudly. People turn and look at him then go back to talking.
Then Ms. Principal walks up behind everyone and their parents. "Hey, guys. We have to take a cast photo, back on stage."
And everyone shuts up.
Totally fair isn't it?
Spazm is off in the Bahamas. Flying over the Bermuda Triangle. She's pretty damn scared. She hates flying and is pretty superstitious so...
She's probably off chilling in the hotel pouting about how life sucks cause she's stuck in the Bahamas with her family.
Hah.
I went to another CONvergence meeting with the Jubbler and my other best friend whom I shall call... 3M. It was fun, in a boring kind of way. Good information and such, I think the highlight for me was talking about teen attendance and such. People were all asking for my opinions and such, pretty cool.
We were rushing out of there cause I had to go to the second play performance.
And my sister put peanut butter on the Jubbler's face.
He's allergic to peanut butter.
Ohhh sheit.
He was saying that it's okay, he doesn't think anything bad will happen. I'm still nervous. I'm worried that his throat will swell up and he won't be able to breathe, since he said that that was what happened years ago.
For a quick sum-up of our back story. We met in 4th grade and became friends. He had a crush on me. And still does.
Anyways, so we're driving back and I turn around to check on him.
His eyes are closed and his head is leaning against the window.
Heart skips a beat.
I ask my sister to check if he's breathing. She says he is. But I can't see anything. So I'm freaking out on the inside. I kept checking back to see if he was breathing, or would wake up.
He was breathing shallowly and wouldn't wake up.
He had gotten approximately one hour of sleep last night, so I don't know if he's sleeping or passed out.
As we're getting near the school tears are starting to form and I'm holding them back.
See, my problem is... I don't know if I 'like' him or not. I didn't in 4th grade and there was a big dealio with that... but he's one of my best friends and is always there for me.
And lately I've been feeling things that I don't know what they are.
And now he could be dying or something.
We get to the school and I go in the building, into the room we're hiding out in, and into the corner. Holding back tears and pacing.
I can't hold them back.
People are asking if I'm okay since I'm quiet and standing in a corner without saying "hi." Irritant comes over and sees that I'm trying not to cry. She asks what's wrong and I can't tell her. I don't want to start full out crying and I know I will if I talk about it.
She supported me and told people to not ask too many questions.
On the upside of that time, one of the play cast whom is my friend and whom I shall call... umm... Gaaaahhhhh.... Micah I guess. That may change. Anyways, she liked my story that I've started up for the like, fourth time.
Then Ms. Principal came in and starts talking. I'm sitting on a stack of chairs with a Kleenex in my hand and she asks me and other stage manager what our opinion was of our first performance. Other Stage Manager, she controls the lights, didn't look like she knew what to say. So I start talking. And guess what. I start getting all choked up as I talk. GAHHH!
Then me and Other Stage Manager head off towards the stage.
As we're walking down the hallway I see the Jubbler standing in the hallway.
I hug him. And I told him that he scared me so much.
Then we go to the stage and I've got happy light feeling that he's okay. I'm still all choked up and such. But I sure as hell am relieved.
Afterwards we went to Grand Old Creamery for a cast party. I said Hi, Bye and then wen't to Baker's Square for a late dinner.
So today he's still over. I got Silence of the Lambs and a new Nickelback CD from Best Buy. While we're in my room he loses his cell phone. His parents are gonna kill him, he said. He's trying not to cry because we had FOUND it before and used that to let him stay longer. His parents are gonna be MAD.
So he's trying not to cry and I don't know what to do.
I grab his hand to comfort him.
We sat there, holding hands.
His parents came, and I went out to be polite and all that. He comes out a few minutes later. (Mom was talking with his dad.) He leaves.
I go back in the room and my CD player is paused on a song.
It's "Far Away" on my new CD.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AGTy69tO_XM
Oh my god.
Then he comes back in quickly as I'm about to close my door. And he hugs me.
Oh my god.
He leaves. I have a lump in my throat.
Oh my god.
... wow.
Name update: Nope, still stuck with Kitty.
So this weekend I had play stuff to do.
Yay.
I don't even have an acting part. I press buttons. And create music. And screams. Stage Manager.
Yay.
On the up side I get to voice my opinion about things and am in charge of everyone else. HAH. Well, everyone except Ms. Principal. Gah.
The first performance went pretty well, I had fun before hand... you know, talking with everyone and all that. The second performance was good too, the ending got a tiny bit choppy... but not so the audience could notice. Afterwards, Ms. English Teacher wanted to get a cast photo for the yearbook... No wait, this was the first performance. My bad. ANYWAYS, I'm all trying to get people's attention for to get them back on stage for a picture. SHOUTING. Then the Jubbler, who was there, shouts, "HEY!" really REALLY loudly. People turn and look at him then go back to talking.
Then Ms. Principal walks up behind everyone and their parents. "Hey, guys. We have to take a cast photo, back on stage."
And everyone shuts up.
Totally fair isn't it?
Spazm is off in the Bahamas. Flying over the Bermuda Triangle. She's pretty damn scared. She hates flying and is pretty superstitious so...
She's probably off chilling in the hotel pouting about how life sucks cause she's stuck in the Bahamas with her family.
Hah.
I went to another CONvergence meeting with the Jubbler and my other best friend whom I shall call... 3M. It was fun, in a boring kind of way. Good information and such, I think the highlight for me was talking about teen attendance and such. People were all asking for my opinions and such, pretty cool.
We were rushing out of there cause I had to go to the second play performance.
And my sister put peanut butter on the Jubbler's face.
He's allergic to peanut butter.
Ohhh sheit.
He was saying that it's okay, he doesn't think anything bad will happen. I'm still nervous. I'm worried that his throat will swell up and he won't be able to breathe, since he said that that was what happened years ago.
For a quick sum-up of our back story. We met in 4th grade and became friends. He had a crush on me. And still does.
Anyways, so we're driving back and I turn around to check on him.
His eyes are closed and his head is leaning against the window.
Heart skips a beat.
I ask my sister to check if he's breathing. She says he is. But I can't see anything. So I'm freaking out on the inside. I kept checking back to see if he was breathing, or would wake up.
He was breathing shallowly and wouldn't wake up.
He had gotten approximately one hour of sleep last night, so I don't know if he's sleeping or passed out.
As we're getting near the school tears are starting to form and I'm holding them back.
See, my problem is... I don't know if I 'like' him or not. I didn't in 4th grade and there was a big dealio with that... but he's one of my best friends and is always there for me.
And lately I've been feeling things that I don't know what they are.
And now he could be dying or something.
We get to the school and I go in the building, into the room we're hiding out in, and into the corner. Holding back tears and pacing.
I can't hold them back.
People are asking if I'm okay since I'm quiet and standing in a corner without saying "hi." Irritant comes over and sees that I'm trying not to cry. She asks what's wrong and I can't tell her. I don't want to start full out crying and I know I will if I talk about it.
She supported me and told people to not ask too many questions.
On the upside of that time, one of the play cast whom is my friend and whom I shall call... umm... Gaaaahhhhh.... Micah I guess. That may change. Anyways, she liked my story that I've started up for the like, fourth time.
Then Ms. Principal came in and starts talking. I'm sitting on a stack of chairs with a Kleenex in my hand and she asks me and other stage manager what our opinion was of our first performance. Other Stage Manager, she controls the lights, didn't look like she knew what to say. So I start talking. And guess what. I start getting all choked up as I talk. GAHHH!
Then me and Other Stage Manager head off towards the stage.
As we're walking down the hallway I see the Jubbler standing in the hallway.
I hug him. And I told him that he scared me so much.
Then we go to the stage and I've got happy light feeling that he's okay. I'm still all choked up and such. But I sure as hell am relieved.
Afterwards we went to Grand Old Creamery for a cast party. I said Hi, Bye and then wen't to Baker's Square for a late dinner.
So today he's still over. I got Silence of the Lambs and a new Nickelback CD from Best Buy. While we're in my room he loses his cell phone. His parents are gonna kill him, he said. He's trying not to cry because we had FOUND it before and used that to let him stay longer. His parents are gonna be MAD.
So he's trying not to cry and I don't know what to do.
I grab his hand to comfort him.
We sat there, holding hands.
His parents came, and I went out to be polite and all that. He comes out a few minutes later. (Mom was talking with his dad.) He leaves.
I go back in the room and my CD player is paused on a song.
It's "Far Away" on my new CD.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AGTy69tO_XM
Oh my god.
Then he comes back in quickly as I'm about to close my door. And he hugs me.
Oh my god.
He leaves. I have a lump in my throat.
Oh my god.
... wow.
Name update: Nope, still stuck with Kitty.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
My GOD I love Dr. Horrible!
http://www.hulu.com/watch/28343/dr-horribles-sing-along-blog#s-p1-st-i0
Best thing ever, not kidding.
Anyways, updates: Spazm got to 7 days of no sleep, she slept last night but is unfortunately not completely caught up. I have decided that without sleep there is so much more I can do, therefore I'm going to try and stay up 24 hours without sleep. Homework, writing... There is so much I need to do... So much I want to do... *sigh*
Just now so much happened at one time. Stress. Blah. Spazm is cranky, like always, but this time moreso because she's having sleeping issues. Family friend who's staying over for a while called all panicky like and asked Mom to pick her up. Nevousness. THEN, Mom calls after leaving and she's lost! So I'm all trying to navigate her using some map website I don't know how to use as she's driving around... not easy.
I've so far been able to get two people to start watching Dr. Horrible! So far one of them likes it, Irritant is being skeptical again. She needs to open her mind man. She can't see feeling in classical music, doesn't get sci-fi or fantasy and is being mean at Dr. Horrible. :(
Speaking of, for spirit week this year we didn't get superhero day. I FREAKING WANTED SUPERHERO DAY!!! I was gonna go as Dr. Horrible! I even found the goggles for THREE BUCKS! *squiggly anger lines above head* What's so great about fancy pants day anyways?
http://www.hulu.com/watch/28343/dr-horribles-sing-along-blog#s-p1-st-i0
Best thing ever, not kidding.
Anyways, updates: Spazm got to 7 days of no sleep, she slept last night but is unfortunately not completely caught up. I have decided that without sleep there is so much more I can do, therefore I'm going to try and stay up 24 hours without sleep. Homework, writing... There is so much I need to do... So much I want to do... *sigh*
Just now so much happened at one time. Stress. Blah. Spazm is cranky, like always, but this time moreso because she's having sleeping issues. Family friend who's staying over for a while called all panicky like and asked Mom to pick her up. Nevousness. THEN, Mom calls after leaving and she's lost! So I'm all trying to navigate her using some map website I don't know how to use as she's driving around... not easy.
I've so far been able to get two people to start watching Dr. Horrible! So far one of them likes it, Irritant is being skeptical again. She needs to open her mind man. She can't see feeling in classical music, doesn't get sci-fi or fantasy and is being mean at Dr. Horrible. :(
Speaking of, for spirit week this year we didn't get superhero day. I FREAKING WANTED SUPERHERO DAY!!! I was gonna go as Dr. Horrible! I even found the goggles for THREE BUCKS! *squiggly anger lines above head* What's so great about fancy pants day anyways?
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