Talking at 11:30.

It's kinda late, but I shouldn't really care. I haven't been able to get to sleep before midnight for a while now... That's gonna be a problem at CONvergence. I can never remember if I said that that was the sci-fi convention or not... well it is so... yeah.

I'm e-mailing with Spazm right now, we're trying to figure out things for each of us to write. We both have writer's block. The thing I'm having issues with is that I know what I need to write... I just can't write! I need MORE, more in between to do. My thing is moving too fast! I also don't know what to do after I get those done.. and I'm gonna get them done before the ending.
On the upside, an idea that was mulling around in my head for a while wasn't that bad. That always makes me happy.

I went to a party like thing tonight. It was a family friend's 40th birthday. I'm sure I've mentioned her before, I can't remember what I called her though. She was the one that lived here for a while with the evil dog. Anyways, we went to this totally awesome place called Mongo's Grill. It's like a make your own stir fry kind of place, it was really, really good and they cook the food in front of you on a giant stove! I had a fun conversation with one of her friends, we somehow got on the subject of the word 'funner.' We figured out why it's not technically a word! It's cause 'fun' is technically a noun, not an adjective so you have more of it instead of adding an 'er.' That makes sense right? Like you have 'cooler friends' not 'more cool friends' and 'more initiative' instead of being 'initiativer.' I felt so smart!
I still say funner is a word though.

Some how the family friend's girlfriend found out about me going out with the Jubbler. She asked me about it... I got embarrassed... granted I do that easily. Somehow the topic was avoided... I'm not quite sure how that happened. xD

I'm looking forward to CONvergence. I'm going with the Jubbler and 3M (Whom I had forgotten was coming!). It should be fun, I'm gonna be busy though. Not as busy as Mom granted, she's doing everything. We're all expecting an emotional breakdown from her at some point of this trip.
To be honest, I'm a little worried about it. The Jubbler sometimes can be a bit unsocial... and when he walks away from groups and stuff to go sit somewhere else I always feel torn between going to him or staying with others and having fun. Either way, I either feel guilty or I don't have fun. It... yeah. It's kinda frustrating. But we'll have fun! It'll be cool, there'll be plenty of people (over 3000) there and he already knows some places he'll like to go.

I hope that going will be able to get my mind into it's fantasy mindset. I've finally gotten to the more interesting stuff... but now that I'm there I don't know how to get it started! I put it up on my site, so go check it out and comment! (Not to mention check out and join the site!)

My stomach is in a lot of pain. When I lie down on it while looking up, you know like curving my back and kinda stretching it out, it hurts... a lot. I'm wondering if this is all really the Taekwondo class or if there's something up with me. When I told Dad about the seeing things problem dealio I had he said we should probably get that checked out if it happens again.

I went to the zoo with Mom, my sister (Breezy) and the four year old mom takes care of (Squishy). It was pretty cool, we got to see a tiger go in the water. They added a big water section with fountains that kids can get wet in so there were people with swimsuits. It's great for hot days, you can just walk through the sprinkler thing. Very cool. Thumbs up to them. We also got a stuffed animal meercat that is soft and very good for hugging. :) We named him Theodore.

Breezy had a party last night. Crazy people =P They went to bed at midnight and were up at freaking 5 in the morning. Crazy, crazy people. They wanted to go in the pool at freaking 5 in the morning. Crazy, crazy people.

I'm looking forward to my next party, it should be fun. I like getting everyone over... there's lots of laughing.

I've been typing this for about 45 minutes... wow! I think I'm done.

Music update: Still stuck on Broken.
Writing update: Been talked about.
Reading update: I should do more.

Rambling While I Type Up Stories and Wait for People to Talk to Me.f

Haha, yay for unfinished posts.

School's over now. I wore a dress to graduation even though I told people I wouldn't. What I thought was funny was that I wore my Joker sweatshirt all day until graduation, it's like... 4 sizes too big so it was about as long as the dress. :) I thought it looked cool, but it wasn't appropriate for graduation.
At graduation Ela won a presidential award thing, Cloud won an improved CRISP award and Spazm won a preforming arts award. I won the Intrapersonal award... pretty much saying I learned a lot about myself. The funny thing is that in 6th and 7th grade when we saw graduation I always wanted one of the plaques but in 8th grade I'm all like 'Oh, I'm not gonna win an award, whatever.' And then I won! And they mentioned the Dark Knight in my speech thing :)
I totally love the teachers now... :)

So CONvergence is coming up... I hope I can bring the little computer and use it to type stuff there. I can blog about each day! It should be fun.

Things are happy between me and the Jubbler... we went to the mall and the ConCom meeting. He told me about things that are bugging him in his life, I hope I can help him.

I won free Taekwondo classes for a month... I went to one and now I'm afraid to go to another! After the warm up like things I was having issues seeing and I couldn't swallow and started to feel sick. Mr. Taekwondo Teacher let me get a drink and rest and such, but I felt like such a weakling. And I'm afraid to go again because I know it will happen again and then I'll feel like I'm giving him a bad impression. :( I had fun with the kicking though. I'm not sure how often I'm going to go.

Spazm and I wrote a big part in the sequel... it's cool but I'm more excited now to see what she writes after it :) Yay Scarecrow.
Speaking of Scarecrow, I had a nice long conversations with one of the Jubbler's friends, whom I shall call Txt, about Batman Begins and I got him to watch Dr. Horrible. Heehee, I have created another Dr. Horrible fan.

Mom got some of that "Harry Potter" candy... it's very interesting. The bloodpop is a sucker... no pun intended of course! ;) it's like a powdery thing... very strange. THen the Drooble's bubble gum is cotton candy that turns into bubble gum. It's.... wow. =P

Writing Update: Typing up Ghost and adding to it. I'm going to be putting it up on my website yourmagicland.proboards.com. I've got a good idea of what I'm doing but still need to write more. I wrote a bit though. The sequel is moving along well even though it's summer. I'm writing a story with Twin now. It's going pretty well, but we haven't read eachother's work because she's off in Europe somewhere. =P

Music Update: I'm currently obsessed with the song Broken by Seether and Amy Lee (the singer from Evanescence! :D)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hfOYufGFiZg&feature=fvst

In Writing Class

I'm in Writing again. Looking like I'm doing something worth while. I've done all I can so I've got nothing left to do and god dammit I want to be on the computer. Two people next to me are making Gmail accounts, and they haven't been caught so why the heck shouldn't I do what I want to?

I'm kinda cranky right now. Probably because I'm tired, stressed and sick. I always get sick when the season changes... it's rather frustrating.

So I thought I had an eye doctor appointment today... it turns out it's tomorrow. Well, tomorrow, when I'm going to the eye doctor, I'm supposed to be in forum presenting something in front of the whole school with the --