Sunday, June 28, 2009

Talking at 11:30.

It's kinda late, but I shouldn't really care. I haven't been able to get to sleep before midnight for a while now... That's gonna be a problem at CONvergence. I can never remember if I said that that was the sci-fi convention or not... well it is so... yeah.

I'm e-mailing with Spazm right now, we're trying to figure out things for each of us to write. We both have writer's block. The thing I'm having issues with is that I know what I need to write... I just can't write! I need MORE, more in between to do. My thing is moving too fast! I also don't know what to do after I get those done.. and I'm gonna get them done before the ending.
On the upside, an idea that was mulling around in my head for a while wasn't that bad. That always makes me happy.

I went to a party like thing tonight. It was a family friend's 40th birthday. I'm sure I've mentioned her before, I can't remember what I called her though. She was the one that lived here for a while with the evil dog. Anyways, we went to this totally awesome place called Mongo's Grill. It's like a make your own stir fry kind of place, it was really, really good and they cook the food in front of you on a giant stove! I had a fun conversation with one of her friends, we somehow got on the subject of the word 'funner.' We figured out why it's not technically a word! It's cause 'fun' is technically a noun, not an adjective so you have more of it instead of adding an 'er.' That makes sense right? Like you have 'cooler friends' not 'more cool friends' and 'more initiative' instead of being 'initiativer.' I felt so smart!
I still say funner is a word though.

Some how the family friend's girlfriend found out about me going out with the Jubbler. She asked me about it... I got embarrassed... granted I do that easily. Somehow the topic was avoided... I'm not quite sure how that happened. xD

I'm looking forward to CONvergence. I'm going with the Jubbler and 3M (Whom I had forgotten was coming!). It should be fun, I'm gonna be busy though. Not as busy as Mom granted, she's doing everything. We're all expecting an emotional breakdown from her at some point of this trip.
To be honest, I'm a little worried about it. The Jubbler sometimes can be a bit unsocial... and when he walks away from groups and stuff to go sit somewhere else I always feel torn between going to him or staying with others and having fun. Either way, I either feel guilty or I don't have fun. It... yeah. It's kinda frustrating. But we'll have fun! It'll be cool, there'll be plenty of people (over 3000) there and he already knows some places he'll like to go.

I hope that going will be able to get my mind into it's fantasy mindset. I've finally gotten to the more interesting stuff... but now that I'm there I don't know how to get it started! I put it up on my site, so go check it out and comment! (Not to mention check out and join the site!)

My stomach is in a lot of pain. When I lie down on it while looking up, you know like curving my back and kinda stretching it out, it hurts... a lot. I'm wondering if this is all really the Taekwondo class or if there's something up with me. When I told Dad about the seeing things problem dealio I had he said we should probably get that checked out if it happens again.

I went to the zoo with Mom, my sister (Breezy) and the four year old mom takes care of (Squishy). It was pretty cool, we got to see a tiger go in the water. They added a big water section with fountains that kids can get wet in so there were people with swimsuits. It's great for hot days, you can just walk through the sprinkler thing. Very cool. Thumbs up to them. We also got a stuffed animal meercat that is soft and very good for hugging. :) We named him Theodore.

Breezy had a party last night. Crazy people =P They went to bed at midnight and were up at freaking 5 in the morning. Crazy, crazy people. They wanted to go in the pool at freaking 5 in the morning. Crazy, crazy people.

I'm looking forward to my next party, it should be fun. I like getting everyone over... there's lots of laughing.

I've been typing this for about 45 minutes... wow! I think I'm done.

Music update: Still stuck on Broken.
Writing update: Been talked about.
Reading update: I should do more.

3 comments:

  1. okay, now that was cruel, u might not have ment that, but siriusly Parx. (name to long).
    this is what u said in this post: "and when he walks away from groups and stuff to go sit somewhere else I always feel torn between going to him or staying with others and having fun. " WTF IS THAT!, you do not say stuff like that, its being beyotchy, revering to hanging out with UR BOYFRIEND AS NOT FUN COMPARED TO THE GROUP, think, sometimes

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  2. I HAVE thought about it... for a long time. It turned out just fine, but that has happened before and I was just worried that it would again.

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  3. no u dotn understand, ur sayign that, hanging out with ur boyfriend is not fun. you need to understand this if you dotn understand anything else. he is ur boyfriend u dotn say stuff like that.

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